So where am i know?
Posted At: Mon 14 Jun 2004	Posted By: Derek Nobuyuki信幸 Wallace
Categories:music , music-lyrics , life

So where am I know?

seems like you have to days full of stuff…. then nothing.. WASTED DAYS!!!

I guess I last posted on thursday night…
let’s see… Wednesday fell asleep (thanks again Erica) at about 2 or 3am?
Thursday night, I was up reading (technical, non-fiction… you should know i only read non-fiction) till 4ish
Friday.. i really don’t remember doing much… but as day turned to night….
so did the hunger for food and stuff to do….

I went downtown met up with Jes and Scotty…
we went to this nice Korean Seoul BBQ kinda place on broadway… it was pretty good…
but it took forever to get our beverages… of course jes kept eating up the garlic potatoe side dishes…
but that was okay since we got like 4 or 5 of then =P
We only have marinated beef bbq but it was soooo good….
but i was soo tempted to get some japchae… mmmmm…..foood….. soo hungry now ~_~

anyways, we went to relax in the pool at scotty’s place… it’s pretty cool, because the water is lit up red or blue… but of course you know me… somewhat aquaphobic… and all hypothermic like in non-hot water ~_~
anyways, we went wandering up granville street… lots of drunk people… i guess clubs were getting out…
that and pr0stitutes… really ugly pr0stitutes…

i would try to tell some amusing anecdotes like about the swingset in the sprinklers in the nearby park… or the doughnut shop…. but i dun remember so well….

got home at like 430-500am ~_~

again with late nights…. geez!!

saturday, woken up by ilona phoning my mobile…
it’s a good thing to… since i didn’t get that email telling what was going on

met up with her in richmond @ lansdowne..
a little futureshop browsing… some eating, some shopping….
then of course… we loose track of the time and it seems like we only have like 30-40 minutes to get downtown…

okay, we haul ass downtown, well, broadway rather… spent way too much time looking for parking and parallel parking… maybe because there were people in the car parked behind us…

anyways… so this is not very “amusing anecdotal” but oh well…my memory’s shot…

@UBC has there exec meeting… then big social @ cactus club…
huge turn out! =D i was impressed… that like 16 people or so…
it was nice to chat with some people… meet some people… or chat a little bit with some people that i didn’t know very well… but wouldn’t mind getting to know better ^_^ but you know me… i like meeting new people..

some pool afterwards…

okay… there were these kids there… high school graduation…..
i mean geez… i’m not very old… but i feel so very disconnected with those people….
high school graduation was what?! 5 years ago!

but then i find the people around me are only 17,18,19… egad!!
i feel soooo old…
talking to a friend of mine, we thought it probably cause of stage of life…
i mean there’s a huge difference between people just finishing highschool, and people out of university

these differences, not always apparent, but they make me feel old..
but it depends on the social context…
in some contexts, can hang out with 18-36 year olds, and it doesn’t make a difference…
but sometimes even the difference between 23 and 25 is too much…

anyways.. probably went to sleep late that night…

I finally set up a desk last night…
i hate living here…. i need an office….
in our apartment it was great…. we had office space… living room space… open dining, cooking space, etc..
it was great…it was bright…. now, it’s so cramped, i don’t have my own space and it’s dark =(

then last night… went to sleep at 9am….
got up at 2pm….

went to my fridge outside…. GEEEZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i NEVER would have known it was so sunny outside if I hadn’t gone to my fridge outside ^_^
I should really bring that fridge in though @_@

Current Song Stuck in Head: The Reason (Hoobastank), I For You (Luna Sea)
Current Mood: old, unproductive

<Obligatory Lyrics>

The Reason (Hoobastank)
i’m not a perfect person.
there are many things i wish i didn’t do
but i continue learning.
i never meant to do those things to you.
and so i have to say before i go,
that i just want you to know

i’ve found a reason for me
to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you

i’m sorry that i hurt you
it’s something that i must live with everyday
and all the pain i put you through
i wish i could take it all away
and be the one who catches all your tears
thats why i need you to hear

i’ve found a reason for me
to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you
and the reason is you
and the reason is you
and the reason is you

i’m not a perfect person
i never meant to do those things to you
and so i have to say before i go
that i just want you to know

i’ve found a reason for me
to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you
i’ve found a reason to show
a side of me you didnt know
a reason for all that i do
and the reason is you